SoLiLoQuy

Saturday, March 18, 2006

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back from camp!
feel so great but yet missing the feelin of being with interact ppl lots!
got to noe a lot of ppl i previously juz knew by face better
:)
now super duper tired still even though it's alr more than 24 hrs after camp
lotsa stuff i wana put into words
and another beautiful memory i wana keep in my heart
this even increases my desire of not growing up agn
wanna have more interact camps to come...

first day...started off excited
then expected myself to be late as usual
but din expect fer my faithful 76 to break down in the middle of paya lebar road
tt area so dusty summore
cox all construction sites :(
i hope tt'll never happen agn
so troublesome
n it caused me to be nearly an hr late
n worst of all no one believed me
they thot i overslept!
bah

then started all tt preparation
with lotsa briefing
then off fer lunch, alomst "forgetting" to wait fer the guys
ate at parkway banquet
yuck still dun like it there
anw then trudged off with the gals to buy more stuff
now i'm really getting sick of giant
then back to sch to start our exciting camp!
:)
j1s came....sorted them into grps
then off to ice breakers!
my grp is pink panther
act i still preferred being named after veg
me n kend were facilitators hahs
the grp members were pretty cute
they got to work tog quite well i feel

then off to ecp fer wet games
hehe we juz sat there n watched them
wished i have played though
then prob wld have more fun
but cannot la, we cldnt bathe till very late

then dinner,
preparin fer night games was funny
seeing the way we hid the reasure fer treasure hunt
n scaring ourselves silly at the pt spiral staircases
during the time tt the jnrs played, judy thot she saw a ghost
but act it was juz one of the pa ppl
disguising himself in a long black cloack n everyth
n standing so silently at the 2nd floor of container blk classroom
he really scared us out of our wits lo

after tt was night walk, i thot it wld be boring
but it was seriously qt fun
cox we tickled, scared the jnrs, warned them abt steps n knocking into pillars
since they were blindfolded
some of us even use our body to prevent them from banging into walls
i was so ke lian
i squeezed myself under the table fer nearly more than 20 mins to help them crawl under the table w/o hitting their heads
then got cursed at by some summore

then was discussions on iu n cs
folding origami is fun yet frustratin
half the time, my penguin looks like a whale n vice versa
hahhs
but was alr feeling super stinky n sleepy
so was act catching 40 winks as i did them heeh
then pestered li seng to gif me my prex
hahs he's so funny
act was scared of the dark
din expect of all ppl him
since he usually looks so brave n everyth
so almost dragged all our jnrs to accompany us to his lockers
in the end went with jie wei, li seng, kend
scaring ourselves with shadows flicking past the gals' toilet n blah
n i act felt qt brave after tt
hehe

got the prex anw..
it was a bookmark, a note n a candle
so cool!
i luv it!
so now i'm making sth back fer him
been rackin my brain

bathed at 12 midnite in the end
met wanting n grace too
we let them bathed first
hahs so nice hor
waited fer evryone to bathe till we all went up tog
so it was abt 2am alr
geri n yanqi even played pepsi cola at basketball court hahs

the whole day we luff at rumours n gossips
of zhi lin liking gary
eric n su e, eric holding the key to her heart
justin eating like tortise
super lame n funny
luv them! nv run out of things to say

at nite, we planned to go see mee suan
then in the end everyone was so tired,
the exco guys all came to gals bunk
to discuss abt fri's activities
so nv went out fer supper
i tink my homegrp ppl went treehse to play cards hahs
slept abt 3 plus, close to 4 in the end
then cldnt sleep at all
in the end slept abt 2 hrs?? or less than tt
since the room was so cold!!!! brrrr
the gals shared sleepin bags
woke abt 6 to prepare breakfast
kristen was in her usual worrying self, orderin us to prepare 100 cups of ovaltine
hahahahah

din even get to finish my breakfast then got chased to get my bags by su e
sighz

imh visit was pretty eyeopening
even though everyone was dozing off in the lectures
still learnt lots abt mental hospital in the past n in the present
then shaun even bought a mahjong set from one of the patient-operated shop
shaun n marvin very irritatin
keep confusing me with their names n bluffin me abt whu they act are
all my homegrp guys also supported them lo
all ganged up to tell me the same thingy
make me so confused
cant blame me if i cant recognise ppl mah
then during the session to teach the imh patients to fold origami
we really tried our best to unstd n be patient with them
though their behaviour puzzled n scared us at times
i feel tt we all learnt alot from this trip
how to treat them
esp the year ones, i tink they really got an insight abt the activities interact does
it really made the camp more meaningful too
that it was nt all abt games but we do other stuff too
like paying back to society n caring fer the neglected n less mentioned grps of people

then was urban hike
cox kend was sick so he left earlier
so left me n eric, n joanne n angela who came later
then came the rumours abt me n eric,
abt him coming to pei wo in the grp?
hahs so absurb
but glad he's in the grp
cox i dun really noe joanne n angela well
though both of them were from st nix
but i nv got to tok to them before this
yupz so it was qt awkward
was feelin so tired tt i felt as if i was sleepwakin
ended up pulling onto eric's shirt sometimes so he can drag me along
my grp is so active n enthu
can tell they really wanted to complete the game n win
seeing the way they practically run from place to place
then abt nearing the time we had to meet back at sch
i got dragged back by kristen to go help prepare food
with zhi lin, geri, yan qi
then gossiped agn on the bus bk to sch
hahs
the buffet really looked good
yums
the grps came troopin in
except for 3 grps
n my grp arrived laz
being 2 hrs later
i was so hungry tt i finished eating by the time they came bk
though i really tried to wait
wat a pity they din win cox they were late
cox i really admired their spirit
the gals said i was damn biased towards my grp, really meh?
anw then broke camp with sparkling juice n lotsa hip hip hurrays fer everyone hahs
wen j1s left, we cleared up
n left abt 8 plus
some of us compromised so tt we can all take same bus bk home hahs
so cute rites
the atmosphere was so happy n relaxed
luv it!
ending the nite with lotsa take care, rest well n gd nites!
we went home tired but happy n satisfied tt there were no major crop-ups

i will really miss the exco n yr 2s esp wen we step down this april...
i'll be loving u

wishing upon a star at...|11:44 PM|

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Monday, March 13, 2006

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heys to anyone out there!
it's the march hols!
omg been waiting so long but sumhow i seem to be wasting it
all the planning of activities fer it
all tt promising myself tt i'll catch up with all the stuff i missed out wen i was sick
they flew out of the windows once i switched on the telly
the hols is so gonna be over in a flash esp with the camp coming up
i so want it to come faster yet i dun wan the hols to end too!!
so many tutorials piling up!!!
ahhhh sumone help!
i'm struggling everydae
worryin abt if i'll ever even pass my a levels
looking at all my results so far....i doubt i can even make it thru the preparation fer it
it's so tiring to handle everydae
i'm def not the busiest person ard in sch
but i'm def one with the poorest time management n pioritising
cox i'm always watching tv
:((((((
yest went fer nus openhse
i feel so old sudd
can i stay 16 foreva
dun wana go to any other stages of life...
it's so stressful
dun really noe wat course i wana take, much less wat i wana do in future
my parents say i'm real picky
i dunwan mechnical stuff so engineering is out
dunwan sc or maths cox tt's so boring n i've been doing tt half my life
dunwan medicine, law..cox tt's so tough
dunwan mass comm cox i'm nt cut out fer it
dunwan accounting cox i've hard enuff grumblings frm gd old sis
tt leaves with business n pyschology
really feel tt psychology is interesting but dad says no career prospects
if i take up business, i'll prob specialise in marketing or human resource ba
hmmm all the ramblings makes me hungry
anw off to watch campus superstar results show~

hiL scootin off.....

wishing upon a star at...|11:25 PM|

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Monday, March 06, 2006

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these few days haf really been spent in a daze...it seems so much like a dream...i sumtimes still wonder if it was juz a long long nightmare... i really miss u...even though we hardly spoke to each other... but i always rmb ur bright eyes, with lots of hope weneva i look at u...weneva i am alone these days, my thots will drift to u...n i will end up crying all of a sudden...i wished i cld turn back time n look at u once more...really appreciated those chem lessons we had tog...
wat the pt of questioning the reason wen u're alr gone?
i really wish it was juz a nightmare...
i wan u back in my class
cox it wun be complete without u..
u made us feel so much pain
do u even noe?
all our classmates are all so lifeless and solemn now
the laughter tt used to be heard is no longer there
u've left our class shattered
so broken hearted
i really dread going to sch tml..
i miss u alot really.
i really haf no idea how painful it is to lose a fren till now.

-hil will be praying fer u.

wishing upon a star at...|5:17 PM|

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

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actually i din wana create a new blog
but now i really need an avenue to release my pent-up emotions
i need to ask so many questions..
why? why? why? why?
so mnay whys kept floating in my head...
yest really felt like the longest day on earth
fer prob all of us...
so many maybes..
maybe we cld haf talked to u?
but now u're gone n nth can bring u back
though i can't say i'm close to u...
but i noe i'm really glad our paths met
really...

but no matter wat.i wan ya to noe our class really misses u
the tears we all shed...the pain we feel...the emptiness in our hearts
we'll always hold ur memories in our hearts..
be happy wherever u are...

wishing upon a star at...|10:01 AM|

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