SoLiLoQuy

Thursday, July 27, 2006

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looked into the mirror today n realised i've got black eye rings!!!
n it's nt as if i slp very little
oh sighz nv thot it wld come upon to me
oh wells good excuse fer sleepin more

saw a good quote today

-Courage is just fear that has a sense of faith-

have courage hil!!!
stop worrying abt the future n start mugging!

wishing upon a star at...|11:31 PM|

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

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heys noe wat?
i tink i'll realli miss my homegrp lots n the mentees n the jnrs too
dunno y sudd got the feeling
prob juz one of my melancholic moods agn
sudd feel tt yest was super throw face
abt nt giving firm handshakes
to all the stupid things i did
like not knowing the name of a tp fren
but i only met her once wat
so embarassin
kept guessing her name wrongly

i'll miss:: note: in no particular order
adith...fer his help in all those irritating and frustrating stuff we hafta settle
n for his naggings abt commitment n fer sharing my burden in thc
chen yue...fer the interesting convos we haf
still rmb tt time we all played bingo tog n talked abt chinese names
gary...fer the funny things he say to me
all the weird weird stuff i wld nt tink of
kend...fer being a "meepok"! fer always teasin me abt my ht tog with roy
li seng...fer being one of the most committed ppl n nv giving us trouble
fer being a easy to talk to guy, one tt i wld approach fer advice n his randomness
eric...fer helpin me in many ways in both exco n homegrp n his calm n coolness
n fer gossipin, one tt i wld sumtimes rant to, n fer being "flirt"!
yi tian...fer just listening to me n sharing personal stories with me
roy...fer his sarcasism n his meanness to me...fer nv failing to make me luff
jie wei...fer being my kor n sharing my probs n the "meanpork"
susanto...fer being very easy-going n easy to talk to...fer his calming effect
fer being "chang wei"! n easy to bully..hehe

ohs nt forgettin my mentees esp iris
though i'm pretty scared of her strangling me

lots of luv to all of ya, hilda

wishing upon a star at...|2:42 PM|

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

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heys!
i'm no longer in thc!
feeling a sense of freedom yet a sense of reluctance
it has taught me much yet made me sarcrificed a lot too
my frens ard me will prob noe how much i grumble abt this "external organisation"
maybe wat i miss most is my homegrp
the fact that we've went thru qt a lot tog
frm the initial cliques to now, i tink it's pretty gd alr
even though we dun meet often and talk much nowadaes
weneva we do meet at occasions like today for appreciation ceremony
there still seems like some closeness and casualness that everyone can fit into
i luv the ease and the silly stuff we talk abt
exception: how they always luff at my ht n blah
this mentoring experience has really given more than i can ask for

oh mans! hafta say i'm sooooo irritated with eric tan chang yung!!
he actually said in fornt of chris n soon ning
that if all gals in the world are like me, he wld stay single foreva!!!
so embarassin n evil rites!!
can't stand it
made me sound so lan
dun forget i'm a scorpio
i bear grudges
u watch out!
hahs

classmates were funny on fri
all laughing hilariously at the horoscopes analysis tt grace found online
esp at mine
all the wat best lovers in the world
can't distinguish btw true luv n crushes
n how easily jealous i get
n how dangerous i am towards my enemies
oh man so funny!!!

today:
reached renewal centre at one plus
coincidentally met li seng at dobhy
hahs with bulky jw's prex
felt qt guilty
cox i made him bring home n back agn
he was carryin so much stuff due to frisbee
opps
:P
i tink it's a pretty cool prex though
hope jw really uses it
:)

wishing upon a star at...|11:17 PM|

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Saturday, July 08, 2006

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can't wait fer the final 2 matches
needa satisfy my carvings of soccer
sound like some crazy soccer-starved fan sudd
but prob coz i missed the prev few semis
oh man
despite not watchin matches till the wee hrs
i still felt sleepy thru out the entire wk
sighz
had to struggle to stay awake
sch was ok i gez
except the part where i haf to hurry to finish my long overdue tuts
classmates do make life a lot better
:)
but then mrs mah told me i failed chem agn
tt totally ruined my mood on fri
felt so useless sudd
i tried to stuff all the info alr
but it juz doesnt work out
i dunno how i'm gonna survive with my grades all rock-bottom
sighz

ohs anw juz hafta move on n prob go fer all kinds of remedials
:(

wishing upon a star at...|2:37 PM|

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Sunday, July 02, 2006

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midyrs are over!!!
*gives a big grin*
but act was feelin qt lost n disappointed after the papers
i brainwashed myself to give my all fer this round of papers but i feel tt my all is not enuff
sighz
anw wat can i say?
it's still over!

hahs
thurs went home n directly plopped myself in front of tv to watch green light forest
my fav show evry wed to fri
hahs
felt so at ease with no guilt at all finally
act i kinda felt like this mid yrs was like some final exams
dunno la
weird feeling

fri:
went out with the gals fer lunch n some retail therapy
carol was late as usual but she's soooo funni!
it was meant to be a bdae surprise fer yvonne
n she spilt the beans by wishing her happy bdae
oh mans!
but anw we still had fun cutting the mini slice of cake in coffee bean
:)
then off to shop ard
though it was fri, it was so crowded
everyone was tryin to salvage the last of the GSS
hahs
i had a hard time finding my way out of shops like mango n zara
if nt fer my frens, i wun go such shops
it juz doesnt appeal to me

we even went to daniel yam to look at the gowns
then all the memories of me n suez going round the shop to search fer the perfect prom gown after the o's came rushing bk to me
i miss those days
being surrounded by all those beautiful gowns n heels n bags do make mi feel like some princess
:P

then off with grace. wanting n jia hui to shop ard more since we still did not want to go home
they ate ice cream while i took my fav subway cookies:the double choc chips!
haha sinful!!!

anw i do hope these 4 days break will last longer

wishing upon a star at...|2:54 PM|

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