tml's the long dreaded day
tt we'll start the prelims officially
i am afraid
tt i even had a nitemare tt i was sooo late fer the paper tt i missed the entire paper
eerie
n the night before
i dreamt of a possessed gal
with a demon tt possessed her bcoz she was jealous of her bf
the worse part is i keep remembering her eyes
they were one black n the other red
eeeew
the gal died in the end
scared the wits out of me
but i keep having the feeling tt she's someone close to me
oh cross my fingers n toes
god will protect us~
i fear not
anw onto a happier note,
jie jie is back~~~~~:):)
with lotsa good food, entertaining stories and pretty stuff fer us~~
went to the airport laz nite with fam to fetch her home
i'm glad she's home
no longer feeling like a only child cox my bro is always hardly home
hahs
so i'm glad she's back
well tt feelin will remain juz fer a little while i tink
till i really get used to her
n start to find her frustrating
hahs
she bought me this lovely hair pin
it's like a mini mini tiara
i'm so gonna buy it fer prom
it doesn't matter if i sound bimbo
cox it's from my sis
n i'm gonna put it to good use no matter wat others say
:)
so wish me lotsa lotsa good luck fer the coming 2 wks k
cox it'll really mean alot to me
luv always,
hiL
oh am sooooo tired
been mugging super duper alot recently
cox i'm seriously lagging!!!
have like 10 over chaps left fer maths n physics
to complete within 3 days?
help me!!
:(
can't take it anymore
can't wait fer it all to be over
give me a break
sighz...
i feel so guilty
esp wen mum n dad have been trying to fit their schedule ard my prelim scheldule
taking leave here n there
n i am here, being the slowest n most unprepared compared to others
anw better go off
good luck to all
*hugz*
sudd feel tt family is like the important n precious ppl in one's life
at least in my case
they dun judge, n it seems like home is the best place tt i can just be myslef completely
u can always rattle off wateva happens to them
even though they hardly hear wat i say sometimes
hahs but it makes me feel happy to talk to them
:)
yeah they do nag n scold sometimes
esp abt me eating too often
but they still buy my favs everytime hahs
i thank god for them
:)
almost the entire class went
i wonder if u felt our pain and silent grief that day
everyone fell silent once we stepped into the hall
the atmosphere was so suffocating fer me
i juz cldn't bear to look on at everyone's faces trying so hard to control their own emotions
i wanted to juz walk away from the place but sumhow i felt so rooted to the grd at the moment
i cld feel evryone ard me, coping with their own pain
we felt so helpless
after lunch, i juz din feel like staying with the rest of the class anymore
i juz wanted to go home
sumhow the images of the class in the hall keep appearing before me
it was just so suffocating
happy bdae...
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