Sunday, September 10, 2006

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tml's the long dreaded day
tt we'll start the prelims officially
i am afraid
tt i even had a nitemare tt i was sooo late fer the paper tt i missed the entire paper
eerie
n the night before
i dreamt of a possessed gal
with a demon tt possessed her bcoz she was jealous of her bf
the worse part is i keep remembering her eyes
they were one black n the other red
eeeew
the gal died in the end
scared the wits out of me
but i keep having the feeling tt she's someone close to me
oh cross my fingers n toes
god will protect us~
i fear not

anw onto a happier note,
jie jie is back~~~~~:):)
with lotsa good food, entertaining stories and pretty stuff fer us~~
went to the airport laz nite with fam to fetch her home
i'm glad she's home
no longer feeling like a only child cox my bro is always hardly home
hahs
so i'm glad she's back
well tt feelin will remain juz fer a little while i tink
till i really get used to her
n start to find her frustrating
hahs
she bought me this lovely hair pin
it's like a mini mini tiara
i'm so gonna buy it fer prom
it doesn't matter if i sound bimbo
cox it's from my sis
n i'm gonna put it to good use no matter wat others say
:)

so wish me lotsa lotsa good luck fer the coming 2 wks k
cox it'll really mean alot to me

luv always,
hiL

wishing upon a star at...|5:38 PM|

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Friday, September 08, 2006

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oh am sooooo tired
been mugging super duper alot recently
cox i'm seriously lagging!!!
have like 10 over chaps left fer maths n physics
to complete within 3 days?
help me!!
:(
can't take it anymore
can't wait fer it all to be over
give me a break
sighz...
i feel so guilty
esp wen mum n dad have been trying to fit their schedule ard my prelim scheldule
taking leave here n there
n i am here, being the slowest n most unprepared compared to others

anw better go off
good luck to all
*hugz*

wishing upon a star at...|10:24 AM|

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Monday, September 04, 2006

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sudd feel tt family is like the important n precious ppl in one's life
at least in my case
they dun judge, n it seems like home is the best place tt i can just be myslef completely
u can always rattle off wateva happens to them
even though they hardly hear wat i say sometimes
hahs but it makes me feel happy to talk to them
:)
yeah they do nag n scold sometimes
esp abt me eating too often
but they still buy my favs everytime hahs
i thank god for them
:)

wishing upon a star at...|1:21 PM|

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

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almost the entire class went
i wonder if u felt our pain and silent grief that day
everyone fell silent once we stepped into the hall
the atmosphere was so suffocating fer me
i juz cldn't bear to look on at everyone's faces trying so hard to control their own emotions
i wanted to juz walk away from the place but sumhow i felt so rooted to the grd at the moment
i cld feel evryone ard me, coping with their own pain
we felt so helpless
after lunch, i juz din feel like staying with the rest of the class anymore
i juz wanted to go home
sumhow the images of the class in the hall keep appearing before me
it was just so suffocating

happy bdae...

wishing upon a star at...|2:31 PM|

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I believe you are the answer to every tear I've cried
I believe that you are with me
My rising and my light
Give me strength when I am weary
Give me hope when I can't see
Through the crosses I must carry
Lord, bind my heart to thee
That when all my days are over
and all my chores are done
I may see your risen Glory
Forever where you are.





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