Friday, January 26, 2007
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i hate to be woken up by sleep by phonecalls
cox i'm too much of a light sleeper
then i can't go back to slp after answerin them
:(
jasmand, i'll get u fer this
can't imagine i'm so nice to accompany u to buy a shirt
oh man
but wells
these days i've been going out juz bcox frens wan me to accompany them to buy shoes, clothes etc
i sound like some auntie dun i?
hahs
anw i'm so dead i'm so slow in studying SATs
:(
can't get back to being a student afterall opps :X
i've got a tution student!
cool isnt it?
can't imagine myself being called Ms Toh!
hahs
n i'm teachin a guy!
i wonder how my first lesson wld be
let's hope he's real nice!
:)
was studiously studyin in the lib with reen yest
so guai rites!
*pats myself on the back
except tt i din exactly do much studyin hahs
in the end we shifted to kfc to gorge ourselves while studyin
hahs my idea!
:P
wishing upon a star at...|11:42 AM|
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
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what if i have no idea where to go and how to lead my life?
now i feel so lost.
i do not know what i want anymore
with regards to my future life path, it's a blank
am i just wasting my life/forgetting to lead it with a purpose
or am i not listening to U hard enough
to your soft whispers
i let the world overcome me
and i forgot U
U promised to be here always
to never forsake me
so lead me
take my hand again
let me feel your strength yet your gentleness within
your presence surrounding me
reminding me that you are here once again with me
that in this life journey
i was never alone
it was never only one set of footsteps
cooped at home again
aimed to study but to avail
i'm bored to tears
i feel alone once again
everyone seems to be busy with their work
and moving and coping along well
and yet i'm sitting here
wondering what went wrong with all my initial plans
wishlist:
learn inline skating
learn a foreign language
learn dance?
learn to cook?
swim lots
go out lots
do lotsa community work
but all i've accomplished is slacking at home and watching tv (opps)
and of cox working
now i think i'm ready for a change in working environment
and a big change in my life
:)
wish me luck!
i miss my frens alot!
and people i used to know but sumhow lost contact
i wish to go back to the past
i feel so old suddenly
as i looked at sec sch and jc students walking past
i feel a sense of nostalgia
i finally know the meaning of not appreciating what you used to have
and only acknowleging the simple happiness it once gave to u only after you have lost it
i feel empty and alone now
wishing upon a star at...|12:29 PM|
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
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i need U back in my life, O lord
to take control
to lead me thy way
to make me safe again
wishing upon a star at...|12:17 AM|
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
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isit me or the weather?
how cum weneva i haf off days, it'll rain??
not fair...then i will lose the mood to go out...
have nt eating very well recently...
seldom feel hungry nowadays
it's raining so heavily these days
i've realised i've lost track of time
time goes by so quickly tt i sometimes feel i'm a slave to it
i need a new job experience
am tired of what i am doing
tt i no longer feel for what i'm promotin
maybe i never did believe in it
i am just like a robot reciting the same script everyday
i wonder how ppl go on with their jobs year after year, handling the same tasks everyday
no wonder they say workin life is terrible!
hahs
i am awaiting chinese new year with its cny goodies
yums
wishing upon a star at...|6:56 PM|
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Saturday, January 06, 2007
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am gonna start studyin fer SATs diligently
:)
dun wana waste 100 over bucks and then flunkin it
fer now, everyday feels like a routine
lost the feelin of being a student alr
wishing upon a star at...|11:38 PM|
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