SoLiLoQuy

Saturday, September 29, 2007

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recess wk is almost over!
oh sighz
hahs but glad there was no sch fer at least a wk
din really get to enjoy it
wed n thurs was cheer consecutively
lotsa body aches all over nw
with a blue black on my arm
no idea how it came abt
tink must be someone grabbed me too hard while catching
flying isnt as easy as i thot so
respect to all cheerleaders man
hahs
push push lock lock!
i like elevator a lot better than shoulder stand n sit
sighz i'm so lan at everyth
the snrs so poor thing
tink they give up on me le
i keep forgetting my basics
push push lock lock!!!
no more falling! *cross fingers*

felt so bad fer nt going fer vj class or tut class outing
both sides called me
n i fell asleep at dom's room
cox i was so tired after cheer
mind was a blank

liking u is tiring....but
loving u is forbidden...

wishing upon a star at...|11:23 PM|

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Monday, September 24, 2007

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been on a shopping spree recently!
hahs
sat went out with reen to get wei's prex
but we ended up getting lotsa stuff fer ourselves
bugis street is seriously a gd place to shop
lotsa stuff at competitive prices n can bargain somemore
bought a watch, clothes n a necklace tt is super cute!

i do miss shopping afterall
i love retail therapy
it makes me so happy
looking at all my purchases

today went to kbox with reen, wei, jor
so long nv hang out with them
hahs felt weird singing agn
anw hahs felt very bad
cox made reen n wei buy a pair of sneakers looking shoes fer me
love them! (both shoes n ppl)
hahs
act saw those shoes at bugis
juz cldnt bear to get them on my own
gonna wear them to sch often :)

tml gotta go bk sch
n do proj too
sighz

hope these hols will nv end
i haven enjoyed enuff

-i know one day u will come-

wishing upon a star at...|10:52 PM|

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

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Girl in the mirror (Britney Spears)

There´s a girl in the mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
There´s a story in her eyes
Lullabies and goodbyes
When she´s looking back at me
I can tell her heart is broken easily
´Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there´s nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying ´cause of you
And I wish there was something
Something I could do

If I could
I would tell her
Not to be afraid
The pain that she´s feeling
The sense of loneliness will fade
So dry your tears and rest assured
Love will find you like before
When she´s looking back at me
I know nothing really works that easily
´Cause the girl in my mirrorIs crying out tonight
And there´s nothing I can tell her
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying ´cause of you
And I wish there was something
I wish there was something
Oh I wish there was something
I could do

I can´t believe it´s what I see
That the girl in the mirror
The girl in the mirror
Is me
I can´t believe what I see

No....
The girl in my mirror
The girl in my mirror is me
Ohh...is me

´Cause the girl in my mirror Is crying out tonight
And there´s nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying ´cause of you
I wish there was something
I wish there was something
Oh I wish there was something
I could do

wishing upon a star at...|3:55 PM|

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

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hmmm according to my roomie's blog
i happily go out with a guy tt i like n have admirers around
so nt true
my life is loveless!
hahs
those are so only rumours
in fact sometimes i fear
tt i might juz remain single all my life
:(
hahs
oh wells it can get pretty lonely in hall act
with my roomie always busy with jcrc stuff
n often wen she's back in the room, i always haf to rush off fer proj meetings
this wk is xiong! i haf meetings like evry day
glad it was over
recess wk is finally here!
but still lotsa stuff to do
mon-outing with nana
tues-pyschology research participant programme thingy + ob meeting
wed n thurs-cheerleading
fri-undecided
hahs sad rite

wished the hols were longer!
so sad
lotsA is falling on wed
like tutorial class outing n also vj class outing
so i hafta skip them fer cheer
sometimes i feel my social circle getting smaller
oh sighs
dunno how i spend my time theses days
they juz zoom past
hahs

glad to be at home act
need some time to myself
miss home
let me recharge
so tt i can cont braving all things
i fear i might break down agn

wishing upon a star at...|9:24 AM|

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Monday, September 17, 2007

[[lost no more!]]

hmmm lotsa stuff happening these days
so fast tt sometimes i cant seem to catch up and i'll feel breathless and feel like giving up
maybe i'm really giving myself too much pressure
but i really really feel i'm not doing my best in everyth
i need motivation n focus
dunwan to be "lost" as han ming always tease me to be

thanks to lotsa ppl esp my roomie to bear with my dark moods
like sometimes some simple words make me feel alot better
sorry for breakin down tt nite
i juz cldnt help it
and sometimes i wonder
whether i was ever ur emotional support
regardless of tt, i hope we'll be always there fer each other
as ur nick goes, when we shine, we shine tog
to those who feel i'm becoming too pale
no worries!
i'm working on it by eating more! :)
hahs
giving myself an excuse to eat
thx to wei fer being my solace
fer being my listener wen i need to vent
n need a place away from hall

so wells let me see wat i'm in for, for this yr
cheerleading! cultural sub-comm (sing n strum), rec sub comm (carrom)
enuff to keep me happy and my passions fulfilled
kinda satisfied since these are like the things i enjoy doing n all the while wanted to try
though eg cheerleading is nt as easy as i thot, i hope i can perservere
and give it my best shot!

this wk is so hectic
got like stats presentatn on mon
pyschology test on tues
comm fund test on thurs
article arena debate for ob on fri
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
but sure am looking forward to next wk wen recess wk begins
ask me out!!
:)
hahas

wishing upon a star at...|12:11 PM|

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

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i'm loving hall life!!
cheerleadin today was really fun n a new experience fer me
the fear of falling isnt so great now
although this is only the basics
i will try to continue and be brave!
hahs
realise this hall really let me try many stuff i nv thot i wld do

lookin forward to the next session :)

wishing upon a star at...|1:00 AM|

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Saturday, September 01, 2007

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so many many stuff haf happened in these couple of wks!
i tink i'm really loving my life
despite the stress tt comes frm sch work occasionally
i still feel the love frm hall peeps
for eg, the counselling sessions in my fav room o/r than my room, papa n mama's rm
:)
i've tried stuff i thot i wld nv do

running fer the ibg track was super horrifying
i was like so unprepared
but glad tt i cld contribute in a way still
i was shivering n cold all over but we won!
yeah 72!
now feeling all the muscle aches
gez i must blame myself fer nt exercising often
hahs

sing n strum was my first in a singing audition
:)

nite cyclin was a super gd experience too
enjoyed the air blowing on my face
felt so free
alone yet u know tt there's always someone behind ya all the way\
literally

nv knew i cld meet someone new while getting lost too

so many new experiences
i learnt so much!
god, thank u fer all ur blessings
n keep me sane pls
hahs

i know that there must be someone out there waiting for me

wishing upon a star at...|1:14 AM|

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