SoLiLoQuy

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

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was readin daily bread when i thot this was pretty relevant
here is a part frm dec 12th 2007's reading
juz wana share

"
I do not want you to be ignorant, brethren,
concerning those who have fallen asleep,
lest you sorrow as others who have no hope
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1 thessalonians 4:13

All of us grieve at one time or another - including those of us who are Christ-followers. For the believer, however, there is something beyond the tears, pain and loss. There is hope. We are not to sorrow like those without hope. Loss and death are part of life, but believers can face them, knowing that Christians never say goodbye for the last time. We can comfort one another with the hope of the resurrection and a future reunion.

it made think of the recent national dragonboaters' tragedy
havin tried dragonboating myself once
can unstd wat they meant by the lifejacket blocking their movements
but find it super saddd
cox the 5 guys are so young and so talented!
hmmm so found the reading applicable
hope tt their families and loved ones will find comfort in the lord.

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Monday, November 26, 2007

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shall use my fav colour to blog!
as hui hui always say
love it!
hahahahs
seriously love my class to bits
much as sometimes i feel abit left out cox i always nv go fer class outings
hahs
am trying to go fer the upcoming ones la
hahs
they never fail to make me laugh

today is eugene's bdae
hahs
ah seng aka mr mcp is so nice
fetched me, dino n chee hung there
we ended being super early
hahhha
ate lots!!
while waiting fer the rest to arrive
the whole event was juz laughing at their jokes
esp the guys are super entertaining
sometimes i feel as if i'm back in jc
hardly feel the age gap act
or rather they act our age ba
still dare to say we haven 'ripen'

they are super funny
the guys act went to the gals' toilet w/o knowing
:P
hahs

1 sem seems to pass by so quickly
and i alr adopted a new place as a second home
a new campus as school
new ppl as frens
new hall mates as family
i hope next sem i will still be with my class
and sometimes i wish time will not go by so quickly
i wana hold on to some moments
to record some precious memories
to remember my feelings and thots at those times
sighz sometimes i wish nth will change at all
let time stop and wait fer me once in a while
fer me to catch my breath

heys i tink i wan to have a bigggg bash fer my 21st too
seems fun
hahs
but abit hard to org i tink
hafta take care of diff grps of frens
hahs
anw happy bday eugene!

i juz feel contented now
i dunno y
today in church, my cep tcher asked me wat i wanted to accomplish before jesus comes agn
i told him i wanted to do my best in everyth i do n be contented
he told me it's harder to do in action
yeah
but now i really feel contented
juz haf fun in wateva i do i guess

Because he lives i can face tomorrow
Because he lives all fear is gone
Because i know, i know he holds the future
And life is worth the living just because he lives

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Saturday, November 24, 2007

[[am loving it.....]]

yays!
my dreaded exams period is over!
though i'm pretty disappointed with my performance in my papers
still glad i got thru them
:)
super tiring and torturing period
like a levels agn
gosh
cant believe am gonna do this fer 2 plus more years
am embarking on my post exam activities
but everyone all nt free to accompany me
sighz

yest:
went class outing
my virgin outing sia
hahs
but nt lots of ppl turned up
abit disappointed
din stay long cox i was super tired
felt qt bad
anw we first went arcade at jp
watchin my classmates play bball machine n daytona is super funny
like small kids like tt
but super cute
hahas they nv fail to entertain me
then went to wheelock fish n co
love it!
love to eat...

today:
went with wei lin to bugis
to shop shop shop
we felt old among the sch-going crowd
sighz
bought a dress! n a cd! n a blink blink necklace!
:)
happy!
ate ice cream to feel like a kid agn
n ate tako pachi
was super craving fer it during exam period
n ate lesser than usual today
am tryin to embark on a diet actually
hopefully it'll last
oh wells
am loving it......

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Monday, November 19, 2007

[[spoiled and loving it!]]

am seriously sucha glutton
even my parents cant believe how much i can eat within a period of a few hours hahs
they haf been terribly afraid of me cox i keep askin fer food
and they act questioned how i survived in hall
i will say i'll go round disturbing hall peeps fer food!
:P
i haf been snacking alot esp when i am at home
maybe being too comfortable
hahs
but i do love being spoiled at home
with my parents giving me all my fav foodstuff n making sure i am well and healthy!
:)
juz wana say i am contented now
bcox i know i have ppl who care for me

i dun tink so much anymore
bcox i haf decided to leave it to HIM
for now, i will juz focus on being a good student

sometimes i cant believe i'm in uni alr
it's like it was juz a while ago tt i was in vj
grumbling abt the tons of schwork n cca stuff to handle
n sudd i miss those times
although i do love my life now as well
hahas
i cant believe i'm alr in my last phase of my study life
n sumhow i still dun feel grown up
i need to!
cox i cant always depend on others rite?

anw am so addicted to heroes
hahs
:)
been watching online episodes
it's getting so exciting

anw after 22nd, pls ask me out!!
i wana meet up with lotsa ppl
:)
i miss social contact
hahs
after exam list:
1) shopping!! (hard to believe rite? but i do miss walking ard aimlessly buying pretty stuff!)
2) watching movies!! (i do hope stardust wun be over when exams are over!)
3) kboxing!!
4) swimming! maybe running? (need to feel fit!)
5) reading! (i wan to be by myself sometimes and indulge in a good read)
6) go overseas! (anywhere! i juz wana to get out of spore fer a little while)
7) eat lotsa good food :) yums
8) be with ppl i love!

to be continued...
hahs
:P

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Saturday, November 17, 2007

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some ppl asked me wat ans am i seeking for
i'm nt too sure myself

but i certainly know i am troubled over it
sighz maybe i tink too much

about YOU:
i dare not ask you the question i hope to ask but i seek the answer tt i dare not hear from YOU

about you:
i hope you will never ask me the question because i do not know my answer to you.

as my o-pa says: let go and let god
i tink this is best for now
i do not want it to affect me for now
i am confused as to what i really want

and encountered sth i wished nv occurred this morn
my very own bro admitted he is a social smoker
i am very disappointed in him
sighz
i dunno wat to tink
considering how much i dislike the smell of the cigarette smoke
and having to face the fact that he is going near it even if it is juz occasionally
i still cant take it
i wished i nv knew
or rather i wish he will get rid of this horrible habit
i shall leave it to him and HIM

as for my exams
am really demoralised by psychology
but for ob, i felt and hope i did my best
i know they are over and so now i shall focus on my coming papers
and do my best while HE does the rest
i shall let him lead me in all aspects of my life
and i shall follow him
and let everything be according to his will
bcox recently i read:
DON'T BE AFRAID, JUST BELIEVE!
and i tink tt is wat he wants for me

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

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no motivation to carry on now
hmmm
very very sian!
spent my whole day being unproductive
exam papers are really hard to do
:(
i tink i give up easily
need to find my fighting spirit back!
hahs
sighz
cant wait fer exams to be over
am tired

ohs! watchin heroes today on youtube
super nice!!!
so exciting n intriguing
i wan be a superhero too!
hmmm lets see...
tink i wana be invisible at times
but tink it's still better off being normal
simple pleasures are the best
n am contented with wat i have now

sighz sometimes i wonder
when is THE ONE gonna appear in my life
lackin love now
sounds despo rite
oh wells
sighz

jiayou everyone fer exams!!
biggggg hug!!

i feel like going out.....
:(
in social isolation now

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Thursday, November 01, 2007

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mixed feelings
i shld be happy but i feel abit confused over how i shld react
dunno wat to do
afraid to make the wrong move
dunwan to ruin anyth now
cox i do love my current life now

hmmm thx fer brightening my day
it was a pleasant surprise
n cheered my down mood

am tired
keep falling asleep in class

am afraid of wat the future will hold
yet am awaiting the surprises it might contain

am turning 19 soon!
tink it will a pretty quiet bdae as per other yrs
but wells still glad it's finally here
:)

comm fund presentatn tml
cross fingers!
hope it goes well

i know HE is always here fer me
hence i place my life in his hands

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