SoLiLoQuy

Sunday, December 30, 2007

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been watchin anastasia
it's so sweet!!
love shows tt are partly musicals
sighz
i love disney princesses!!
hahs am watchin pocahontas too
awwwww.....john smith so cute...
anw i love happily ever afters....
soundin so childish rite
hahs
oh wells...they also have real beautiful songs
anw i juz heard this song

Evanescence - My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me...

wishing upon a star at...|1:15 AM|

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

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merry xmas!!
hohoho!!
it's so soon! there are like only a few more days to the end of the year!
xmas eve was spent a little differently this year
hmmmm maybe it's cox i have a guardian teddy bear n cow ba :P
hahas
yupz wells let's see
we went to clarke quay and then to minds cafe!
but rite, i tink amk hub boardgames cafe still better
i dunno y
hahs
tink i shall reconsider my increasin obsession with dresses....
i'm so nt suitable for tt image
hahs

anw off to esplanade
i always feel tt esplanade is a lovely n romantic place
still feel so...
xmas is in the air~~~
maybe u dun hafta go orchard to feel it ba
although there are many couples ard...but still i dun feel lonely
i start to tink of wat suez told me recently as to why i am unattached for so long
maybe i dun need a special someone to feel complete
though it may be lonely being on ur own at times
but if u look back, u were never never alone
though of cox it's always nice to share everyth u love n have with another person
hahs

orchard is sucha sucha crowded place
there are so many ppl tt i feel fearful
hahs
but i am thankful for both of u
somehow somehow i felt loved and protected

suddenly i dunno how to pen down my thots
i juz feel xin fu...bcox xmas is here....:)

wishing upon a star at...|2:15 PM|

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Saturday, December 22, 2007

[[home sweet home!]]

bigggg smile!!
home sweet home!
am hibernating at home till 26th dec
7th full days of staying home
need to spend more time with my family
i used to think that i am trying to bring happiness to them
but now i tink it's the other way round
they make me feel free
feel no pressure
i dun have to do sth i do not want to do
or pretend to be someone else or be nice juz bcox i have to
hahs
sounds pretty mean
but i'm juz happy to be away from hall for a while
not too long of cox, but juz for a while to catch a breather
to let me feel i'm actually having sch holidays now
too much time in ntu town makes me kinda forget it's act the hols now
hahs

20th was spent going to marina sq with mum n dad
missed hanging out with them
hahs most of the time act still end up buying my stuff
but at least i can be a little gal around them n whine as much as i want
without having to make decisions on my own
i can ask them fer opinions on my purchases
:)
was tired cox i slept at 6.30am tt morn
and my butt still hurts frm tt stupid fall on the stairs
hahs
bought a necklace! and mummy bought me perfume!

21th is mumzie's bdae!
love her!
hope my mummy nv ever ages!
we all shared n bought her facial pdts tt came with a cool clutch bag
hope she act uses them
cox i wan her to always look younger than her actual years
;P
went fer a haircut!
kinda liked it yest but now abit regret hah
afterall i was supposed to keep it long
but wells it was kinda gettng in my way
ate at a chinese restaurant!
jie jie n me both bought a dress each!!
:)
tnk i'm bcuming too girly
nv used to like dresses
tink getting influenced by suez
hahs
anw jiayou roomie!!
dun stress n all the way girl!

and i wan go out!!!!!!!!
to celebrate xmas!!!
:)

wishing upon a star at...|3:05 PM|

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Thursday, December 13, 2007

[[lacking the strength]]

i dunno what is happening to me anymore
i've lost my will to fight on
to do my best in everything tt i wan for
i feel so low
it's like no matter what i do, it's never good enough
i've always done things my own way
but i've come to realise i need to consider the bigger picture
and the consquences of my actions
i've always loved to stay in hall
but somehow i'm losing the feeling
i'm afraid one day i will just leave at the spur of the moment
i need someone to hold me up now
i can't go on alone...

wishing upon a star at...|2:10 PM|

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Saturday, December 01, 2007

[[happy happy day!]]

yest was a happy happy day!!
first went partyworld with horny, wan teng, hui hian, roomie n kelvin!
hahs haven been kboxing for some longgggg
hmmm had a great time...though i still dislike singing into a mike
hahs

then went off back to hall for programmers' meeting
we're doing survivor!
anw hahs i do hope i will get to be a ghost for fright nite!
after that was steamboat!!
sth i was looking forward to
since i missed kc's one
food was real good
but i tink i wun touch steamboat for a real long time
hahs super bloated
we played zhong ji mi ma and i lost like 4 or 5 times
ate like so many fishballs till i cant stand any fishballs anymore
ahhs
then after bathing, watched the magician's love with hui hian!
then was UNO time!
a whole big group squashed onto 2 beds sitting in a circle
is super funny!
we stayed up till 4 am
ahhhh
and hafta wake up at 9am to go for canvassin
was so sleepy!
now i realise flyers giving are tiring!
hahs
hmmm hope our efforts will pay off...
after eating at mos, i feel so full and satisfied!
and bought another pair of shoes
i tink i may be a shopaholic too
:)

hmmm havin spent 2 days with hall ppl
but i miss them already

sometimes simple pleasures last forever....

wishing upon a star at...|5:58 PM|

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