SoLiLoQuy

Thursday, January 24, 2008

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proud to be a fifteen cheerleader!!!
reallies
ahahahas
glad we're 2nd!
though a little disappointed at first
but tink we were really great
felt the spirit and loved our hall audience
they were so cute!!!
they screamed at all the right timing
never enjoyed a performance so much before
though i used to dread cheer at times, but felt it was all worthwhile
the joy and relief is indescribable
:)

wishing upon a star at...|11:18 PM|

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Saturday, January 19, 2008

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Why are we still friends?
by 98 degrees...

We do almost everything that lovers do
And that's why it's hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me

Now tell me why
Why ?why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'd always scared I'll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I've got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it's win or lose

Now tell me why
Why ?why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)
I don't wanna be like your brother
I don't wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine

Now tell me why
Why ?why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we
tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)

Now tell me why
Why ?why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we
tell me why every time I find
Someone that I
always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)

wishing upon a star at...|5:55 PM|

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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

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i'm tired, really
i know i dun have much to complain abt
esp comparing my workload to others who have so much so much more to do evryday
but then maybe i'm weaker
sighz
feel tt i'm really qt lan
first i was sick
now i'm full of bruises evrywhere
lookin at myself scares me

drifting away frm my class
maybe i'm too lazy to socialise
or rather i feel so lethargic
i keep fallin asleep in class
bad habit
had to even rush bk in btw classes to catch up on my slp
cox i need loads of slp
hahhs

roomie says she feels there are alot of ppl caring fer me
i dunno
maybe i'm insensitive
i juz hope i give as much as i receive
without the ppl ard me, i will find it a challenge to do my things
so hope i cherish them more
give a little more love!

wishing upon a star at...|6:02 PM|

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Saturday, January 12, 2008

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watched p.s. i love you online~~
:)
it is really really nice and sweet
my perfect kinda of movie
hahhs
love it!
anw here's a few lines of the movie that i particularly liked

"we can be too arrogrant at times. We try too hard to prevent ageing that we forget that we have the privillege of ageing beautifully with the one we love forever."

"If we are alone, then we are actually all together in it too"

makes sense rite?
maybe sometimes we can juz view sth in a diff perspective
and a negative situation can act look positive
maybe it's all in the mind afterall
am trying to apply this into my life too
yupz
my new yr resolution will be to juz take things as they come and try my very best to do it
no matter the results, juz smile and move on, improve as much as i can
have no fear, juz do it

maybe sometimes i fear too much
i need to take some chances...

the blue blacks on my hand are growing abit too big to hide
sighz
hope my dad doesnt see it

anw wana say
p.s. i love you :)

wishing upon a star at...|1:07 PM|

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Tuesday, January 08, 2008

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pls ignore the following cox i need to rant
i am sick
and tired
i feel horrble inside and outside
feel so tired all the time
hate being breathless, wheezing fer air cox i cant breathe thru my blocked nose
hate panting after walkin fer a while
hate it when i feel like i'm gonna faint sooner or later
hate feeling so weak
hate having to take medicine
hate being hot and flushed yet shivering and feelin cold at the same time
hate the queasy feeling of having too much water and medicine in my stomach
hate feelin so useless
hate the feelin of being so down....
hope this will pass soon
cox i'm tired
most imptly, i hate being sleepy yet being unable to fall asleep

wishing upon a star at...|12:03 AM|

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