SoLiLoQuy

Saturday, March 29, 2008

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this week has been a different feeling for me
i dunno y
hmmm even roomie felt i was different
abit more cheerful, more open and relaxed
so queer
maybe it is a good change afterall
but even my own actions surprise myself

Worth the wait
Jordin Sparks
Verse 1:]
I feel what I've been feeling for you
Means I am falling for you
Something's opened up inside of me
And I dream in shades that only can be
The colors of you and me
I think we both know what that means
I stand inside this promise I've made to myself
But I was meant for you

[Chorus:]
If I fall
If I break
If I lose myself in someone
If I give all I am it will be with you
When I'm ready to take all that you want me to give
It will be worth the wait
Worth the wait
It will be worth the wait

[Verse 2:]
My heart
I wanna save it for you
Don't want it broken into pieces
I need myself to be whole
Could weJust sit and talk awhile
Just want to see your smile
Feel your sunlight shining over me

[Chorus:]
If I fall
If I break
If I lose myself in someone
If I give all I am it will be with you
When I'm ready to take all that you want me to give
It will be worth the wait
Worth the wait

[Bridge:]
Worth all the
Long nights dreaming of forever
Someday we will be together
I know it will happen
So worth the wait
Please wait for me

[Chorus:]
If I fall
If I break
If I lose myself in someone
If I give all I am it will be with you
(Yeah, yeah)
When I'm ready to take all that you want me to give
It will be worth the wait
Worth the wait
It will have been so
Worth the wait... yeah, yeah, yeah
I will be worth the wait

wishing upon a star at...|10:32 AM|

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Friday, March 21, 2008

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bigggggg smile!!!!
am super duper tired right now
cox i officially haven slept since 8.30pm last night hahs which means i have stayed awake for more than 24 hours le!
this is my first time!
hahahs
qt mountain tortise rights?'
oh wells
still happy!
cox finally experienced my ideal hall life
despite everyone being so busy
i believe we can still squeeze time for each other
yeahs
had a power nap frm 7pm to 8.30pm
was seriously tired out
cox was addicted to tea
and suffering frm sleeplessness the entire wk
rui jie, sheena, james, kenneth n me
all gathered to play monopoly fer 3 hours straight abt 3am
hahhs
quite a strange thing to do rites
esp since i was supposed to be back home yest nite
was convinced by the guys
that i shld stay over
and i'm really glad i did
no regrets :)
hahahs everyone was very funny and high over monopoly
maybe the game doesnt matter
wat matters is the company
:)

but anw learnt sth new
u can win the game by juz ownin the most expensive place :P
then abt 7 plus
we went fer breakfast
at tt pt of time
i seriously felt super blur
lost track of time
and after eating
felt like puking
slept fer abt 1 hr plus before meeting the rest to go home
it really felt like a chalet
but i feel really guilty to kenneth n james
fer occupyin their room n beds
makin them so squashed
:P
had really a great time
wished tt time wld stop sumhow
and i wldnt rmb tt exams are coming
sighz
oh wells

anw hil layered her hair agn!
i love it wen they make my hair thinner
it is so thick and messy
hahahs

NEXT TO U by jordin sparks

Two o'clock and I wish that I was sleepin
Your in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is I gotta get next to you (gotta get next to you)
Sittin here turnin minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
Cause you don't know that I gotta get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little to long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy but I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I just gotta get next to you
[ah, gotta get next to you]

Asked around and I heard that you were talkin
Told my girl that you thought that I was outta your league
What a fool, I gotta get next to you [whoa, gotta get next to you]
Yeah its five in the mourning and I can't go to sleep
Cause I wish, yeah, I wish you knew what you mean to me
[Baby] Lets get together and end this misery [oh]

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little to long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy but I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I just gotta get next to you

[whatcha gonna say, whatcha gonna do
how you get the one you want]
To wanna get next to you
[whatcha gonna say, whatcha gonna do
how you get the one you want]
To wanna get next to you, Yeah
[whatcha gonna say, whatcha gonna do
how you get the one you want]
What I gotta say, what I gotta do
If I wanna get next to you
[whatcha gonna say, whatcha gonna do
how you get the one you want]
To wanna get next to you, yeah
To wanna get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little to long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy but I think you feel it too
Maybe I [baby call me crazy]
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, maybe I just gotta get next to you
[ah, yeah]
I gotta get next to you

wishing upon a star at...|9:32 PM|

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

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i suddenly feel like learning how to cook
hahhahs
all thanks to tt super irresistible block supper by our dearest blk reps!
hahahs
the food is super duper good!
ur are so great!
ever putting so much effort to make sure we have a good time
recently been sorting thru photos of these laz 2 sems
realised there are so many happy times tog with hall ppl
really wana go back to the past
wana hold onto time
i have even forgotten some of the stuff we did
but wen i see the photos, everyth comes rushin back
really miss the excitement i felt at tt pt of time...

show me the meaning of being lonely

show me the meaning of being lonely
so many words for the broken heart
it's hard to see in a crimson love
so hard to breathewalk with me
and maybe
nights of light so soon become
wild and free i could feel the sun
your every wish will be done
they tell me...

choruss
how me the meaning of being lonely(being lonely)
is this the feeling i need to walk with
tell me why
tell me why i can't be there where you are(where you are)
there's something missing in my heart
life goes on as it never ends
eyes of stone observe the trends
they never say forever gaze if only
guilty roads to an endless love
there's no control
are you with me now
your every wish will be done
they tell me

chorus - repeat

there's nowhere to run
i have no place to go
surrender my heart' body and soul
how can it be you're asking me
to feel the things you never show
you are missing in my heart
tell me why i can't be there where you are

chorus - repeat

wishing upon a star at...|11:06 PM|

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

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had a pleasant dinner with class peeps tt stay ard nie hall area
hahahs
they are super entertainin ppl
but dick's words made me ponder over them
for quite a long while
she said who u consider ur close fren may nt see u as their close fren
sometimes we tend to choose to believe in what we want to believe in
and maybe the friendship isnt the way u thot it was
maybe the other party has juz treated ya as a normal fren
but u had regarded the other person as ur closest fren
it makes me wonder
and fear
if my friendships are these way
now i know why it is better to be loved more than u love
bcox at least u haf tt assurance

tryin to keep a nonchalent view towards all things
but my emotions keep getting in the way
i need to learn to be less affected by things n ppl ard me
not heartlessness or emotionlessness
juz less affected

stayin away is prob the best thing to do
for now

Girl In The Mirror lyrics

There's a girl in the mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
There's a story in her eyes
Lullabies and goodbyes
When she's looking back at me
I can tell her heart is broken easily

'Cause the girl in my mirrorIs crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something
Something I could do
If I could
I would tell her
Not to be afraid
The pain that she's feeling
The sense of loneliness will fade
So dry your tears and rest assured
Love will find you like before
When she's looking back at me
I know nothing really works that easily

'Cause the girl in my mirrorIs crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something
I wish there was something
Oh I wish there was something
I could do
I can't believe it's what I see

That the girl in the mirror
The girl in the mirror
Is me
I can't believe what I see (no....)(The girl in my mirror)
The girl in my mirror is me
Ohh...is me

'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you

I wish there was something
I wish there was something
Oh I wish there was something
I could do

wishing upon a star at...|5:56 PM|

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Saturday, March 15, 2008

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张韶涵 - 亲爱的那不是爱情

教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

wishing upon a star at...|12:27 AM|

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Friday, March 07, 2008

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sometimes i wish there was someone to be always there for me
but i know no one can ever do that
i expect too much

but i try so hard to be independent and strong
it's gonna be difficult
cox i dun even wan to be
deep inside of me
i still feel reliant
sighz

am changin my lifestyle
haf come to realise that studyin is really an individual and lonely affair
wonder how long can i last

i am speakin lesser and lesser
bcox sometimes i dunno wat to say

i am becoming incoherrent
maybe i'm juz tired

i'm a world of my own..
maybe i should step out of it

wishing upon a star at...|5:06 PM|

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Sunday, March 02, 2008

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went to watch two faces of my girlfriend with reen yest at amk hub
it was nt bad
unexpectedly
was abit touched
hahas
and laughed lots

thot this was pretty interesting

love is like raindrops on a window sill
it evaporates quickly
but also leave behind stains

if u are a cigarette, i'll be ur ashtray
bcox i'll help you to hold whatever trouble you create

time is like sand running through your fingers
you will never be able to hold on to it

pretty cool huh
i am addicted to movies
i wan watch lots act
like L change the world, the water horse, the dark knight, sky of love, leap years etc etc

anw thx reen!
i now know that sometimes hanging out with ur bestest best fren can make a whole lot of difference
even without saying much, i'll still feel much better
and tt's y i love you.
now i unstd how come we can stay best frens fer abt 12 years
i hope i will learn to treasure others more and more

and i really really feel like going out!

wishing upon a star at...|1:43 AM|

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