went shoppin with suez n joycie today!
hahs
love gal outings
:)
finally went to my beloved bugis st!
hahas
love their cheap deals and nice nice hk, korean n jap styles
sighz if only i can buy everyth
i am seriously bcumin guyish
tempted by all the more shirt dresses and wat suez calls "tartan" style
like checked stuff
hmmmm
hahs
they look so cool!
esp now wif the new hair cut
i cant carry off feminine stuff
hehex
today was free cone day at b n j!
the queue wasnt tt long as expected la at cathay
pretty fast
got my choc therapy!
love it!
yums
met few ppl tt haven met fer ages
kinda shocked tt they can reco me
hmmmm
am happy with my purchases
a wat i call burberry feel bag
hahs
and a japish checked top
chic!
sighz the effect of shoppin therapy
hahs
cheers me up!
love,
dada
(kinda weird to call myself tt, but then agn, wy n jy calls me tt, must start gettin used to it)
hahs
heys
i forgot to mention here
my exams are over!!
after complaining abt them in tons of posts
and worryin my silly self off them
and after having lotsa pimples n lookin super cui fer almost a month
exams are gone fer now!!
yays
but then agn
this time super nt confident
kinda wan get results asap
so tt can put down a burden
hahs
hmmm feelin the boredness of havin nth to do alr
siahz
hahs
to do list:
1) excercise! -swim, run-
2) library to read tons of books and enjoy relaxing days of propping my feet on a couch and reading a lovely book with a nice drink in hand done
3) shoppin! -gifts to pamper myself! :)
4) minds
5) working
sth interesting, like travel related or some simple part time job to spend my time
since i haf special sem
6) go overseas!
anywhere!
7) kbox done
8) block outing/trip
9) learn to cook
10) watch tons of shows
11) dye my hair and haf a change done
12) visit new places for good food and fun
13) to experience sth new n diff, maybe learn some new lang or skill
14) spend time with ppl i love!
15) special sem-astro~ here i come!
words in pink are the ones i really really wana do
sometimes i realli tink my life is super boring
sighz and feel reallies all alone
cox like abit sian rites
not enuff excitement
hahs
i always wanted to do sth diff every hol
but never gt down to doing anyth
hmmm
i wan go overseas!!
hahs
sudden urge
anw am going into hibernation
cox having a bad hair disaster agn
realised tt everytime i wan to cut my hair n make a big change
it never turns out ok
was watchin a kdrama
and the gal was saying sth tt totally reflects my sentiments
i have haircuts bcox i feel by makin a drastic change to the part of me i love most
will rep tt i will forget the past and have a new start in my life
abit self delusion
hahs
but weneva i am upset
i tend to want to cut hair
bcox it is upsetting to cut away sth u haf kept fer so long
and yet after tt, u feel lighter and less burdened
and most of these times, i tend to make hair disasters
i always end up with super short hair
cox the shorter it is means more of the past is gone
kinda stupid thot yeah
nv did grow out of it it
sighz
okies
opps now i did tt again
i will take control of my own life
Footprints in the sand
Leona Lewis
You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going
You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way then
I heard you say
I promise you I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow
And despair
And I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand
I see my life flash across the sky
so many times have I been so afraid
and just when I thought I lost my way
you give me strength to carry on
that's when I heard you say
I promise you I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
and I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand
when I'm weary
well I know you'll be there
and I can feel you when you say
I promise you I'm always there
when your heart is filled with sadness and despair
ohh, I'll carry you when you need a friend
you'll find my footprints in the sand [ x2 ]
this show is super sweet!have been wanting to see it since it first came out but missed it on the big screenanywayif anyone wana catch it, can try this webbieoh wells am only halfway thru itcox must study!!help me be more disciplined!!:(
Yesterdayby Leona Lewis
i just cant believe your gonestill waitin for mornin to comewhen i see if the sun will rise, in the way that your by my sidewell we got so much in storetell me what is it im reaching forwhen were through building memoriesi'll hold yesterday in my heartin my heart
they can take tomorrow and the plans we madethey can take the music that we never playall the broken dreams take everythingjust take it away, but they can never have yesterdaythey can take the future that we'll never knowthey can take the places that we said we will goall the broken dreams take everythingjust take it away, but they can never have yesterday
you always choose to stayi should be thankful for everydayheaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goesi never believed untill nowi know il see you again im sureno its not selfish to ask for moreone more night one more day one more smile on your facebut they cant take yesterday
they can take tomorrow and the plans we madethey can take the music that we never playall the broken dreams take everythingjust take it away, but they can never have yesterdaythey can take the future that we'll never knowthey can take the places that we said we will goall the broken dreams take everythingjust take it away, but they can never have yesterday
i thought our days would last foreverbut it wasnt our destinycause in my mind we had so much time, but i was so wrongno i can believe thati can still find the strengh in the moments we madeim lookin back on yesterday
repeat chorus
once i am home, i sudd miss hall
but when i am at hall, i miss home alot
and somtimes wished i can teleport myself home immed
i'm a difficult creature to please i guess
hahas
hmmmm i need someone to seriously discipline me
i always either
a) fall asleep
b) stone
c) feel hungry
d) surf the net
e) downloading songs
f) watching youtube
ahhhhh
so many distractions!
and i need ppl to keep reminding me to study!
bad bad
studyin in the tutorial room is really productive
i should really inculcate the habit of doing that next sem onwards
no more laz min cramming!
hahas
AS IF!
i said th exact same thing last sem
and here i am rushing fer time again
sudd i feel tt end of exams is pretty near
then again i dun realli know what i want to do after exams
hahs
weird
feelin a sense of satisfaction that half of my papers are over!
but dunno if i did well
juz know that i did the best i cld
starting to have a very laid-back attitude
sighz
i am disappointed
and i dunno y
i am holding onto yesterdays
to rmb the old u
and hope that u're still the same person i once knew
or haf u changed? or have i?
i no longer unstd u
maybe i never did...
tink i am so suay!!
normally i dun have cramps
and now it comes!!
:(
and it chooses to come during exam time
feelin super queasy in my tummy
sighz
and i havin pimples breakout
okies now i sound super bimbo!
but cant help it
everyth is occurin at the same time
and i cant stop eating heaty food
appetite is bcumin very huge
bad bad hilda
dunwan anyone to fall sick during this exam period
so tk care!!
must be strong to face all the exams!
tml is THE day!
Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love lyrics
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep,
keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and
I Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and
I Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
2 more days to my first paper
dunno whether to feel relieved that the papers will soon be over in a flash if it were to start soon
or to feel sian and frustrated that i am unprepared to face them
hmmmm
abit of both i guess
i feel recharged to be at home
the vibes at hall give me more pressure and tires me more
sumhow i dun feel the mood to study at hall
despite everyone ard studyin very hard
i will simply feel distracted and listless
after the ai xin bird nest soup and lotsa slp
i feel recharged
yeahs
am ready to do my best and let god do the rest
yupz yupz
jiayous!
hahs
hil is back to normal....
feeling less emotional...
braver...
i will still be shaken and affected by others at times
but i will learn to be more in control of my own feelings
i have been too emotional recently or maybe for far too long
never used to be be this way
dun wan to be labelled as an emo person
that is definitely not someone i wan to be
and i am gonna do sth abt it
my emotions are in a mess
and i have chosen the easiest way out
i am not happy abt my decision
but i tink it's for the best
i was in control at first
but i let my heart rule over my head
have neglected too many ppl and too many other stuff
dunwan to hurt anyone anymore
so rather than others get hurt, i wld rather take the hurt upon myself
so i have been insensitive for too long
too wilful
too reckless and not thinkin abt the consequences of my actions
i trust that what i am doing is right
金 莎 - 我介意
其实我的安静有迹可寻
只是你不太留心而已
如果说 两个人在一起
比一个人孤寂
爱会不会过期
渐渐你成为我部落格里
被别人阅览着的心情
我听说 留言的人会有个面具
那个匿名的 会不会就是你
我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法 和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢
]渐渐你成为我部落格里
被别人阅览着的心情
我听说 留言的人会有个面具
那个匿名的 会不会就是你
我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法 和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢
我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法 和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢
am sleepy, world
with the rainy weather
it makes it harder to keep awake
or rather i have insufficient perseverance n determination
need more discipline
it is seriously A levels all over agn
and we haf so many more sems to go
hmmmm
i tink i said this laz sem too
ahhas
anw super sianz
my revision speed is super slow
cant seem to catch up
:(
but still i will do my best
and god will do the rest
shall put up my all time favourite examination encouragement verse!!!
never fail to perks me up
I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH HIM WHO STRENGTHENS ME!!
Philippians 4:13
it is so close to the exams
yet i still dun feel the pressure
i do but i cant bring myself to focus n study
sighz
i know i need to really get down to it
feel like screamin at myself
but i read sth in the bible that really encourages me
a man's heart plan his ways
but the lord directs his steps
things may not always go the way we want them to
but as long as we lean on the lord
he will guide us onto the right path he wants us to take
i need his strength and wisdom
to persevere and last thru this last battle
yeahs
and i know i can and i will!
hahs
jiayous to all!!
it's gonna be hard but yet it'll be over soon
am going into hibernation...
emotions do not matter now
just focus...
the rest will be put aside
曲名：左边
歌手：杨丞琳
总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心
短暂的晴天
随时都可能
被阴霾收回
等待
有机会最坏也最甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你
所以连快乐里
都装满伤悲
你不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动
在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信你会了解
总在埋怨过你的冷漠
之后又急着说抱歉
彷佛向疏远的你
乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果有可能最美也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许太自由的你
心里面那个家
谁也不能回
你不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动
在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信你会了解
我一直相信
总有一天
你会用左手
牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远
却会实现
心在同一边
就能够
听见
你说的那句
我爱你
你不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动
在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
(你一定看的见)
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