SoLiLoQuy

Saturday, July 26, 2008

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mind has been in a whirl this past wk
having alot of thots
esp just before i sleep
where i feel the most lonely and vulnerable
i no longer understand what i am feeling
why isit so xin ku
isit just my own character or isit sth else?

i hope u know i need u-

wishing upon a star at...|1:41 PM|

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feeling the chill tonite ever since i stepped into hall
so cold!!
brrrr
have been hiding under my blankie while watchin tv the whole nite
oh man
cross fingers and toes tt i wun fall sick
:X

wishing upon a star at...|1:17 AM|

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Friday, July 25, 2008

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after talkin to korkor and suez
realised that men and women are really worlds apart
in their thinking
in their reaction to relationships generally
i dare not say it's for all la
but so far from what i see
it's liddat
gals tend to want their guy to be more caring and loving
to be more sensitive to their unspoken words
yet guys want their other half to be understanding
this criteria sounds so simple but yet is the most difficult to fulfil
because it simply clashes with what the girls expect

now i unstd
why
men are from mars
and women are from venus
hahs

sudd it's gonna be the last wk of hols :(
anw today finally bought a formal skirt in my size!
after like going to so many shops
almost gave up
so wanted to tailor make instead
all the ones i tried were either too big or too long
sighz
it's nt my fault tt i'm too short
hahs
loving my office wear now
am prepared for tml resume phototaking!
hahs

wishing upon a star at...|12:44 AM|

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Saturday, July 19, 2008

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i dreamt of u
a happy dream

i woke up to find tt it was only a dream
will it come true?

i fear.......
yet i feel helpless.

wishing upon a star at...|2:11 PM|

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Friday, July 18, 2008

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craving for KFC!!
wanting to go watch movie!!
wanting to go shop for a new school wardrobe!!
school is gonna start soon :(

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."--Lao Tzu

wishing upon a star at...|11:12 PM|

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Monday, July 14, 2008

[[bad bad mood]]

in a really foul mood today
super dun feel like going to work
dun wan to talk to anyone or meet anyone or smile or even look at anyone in the eye
much less having to serve them at jco
haix ended hiding myself behind a cap and shades all the way to work

super sian having to commute to work in a crowded train
to do the same routine thing every time
but then again it was my choice to choose a part time job that is simple
sth tt i din have to think so much
i finally got my wish to work in a cafe style place
i've always admired those ppl in the dramas series that "da gong" at cafes
it always seems so easy and casual
now i unstd tt each job has its ups and downs
nothing is as glamourous as i tink
routine work can be muntane
yet when the crowds come, u wish they wld slow down and not make u all flustered and crispy

cldnt wait to end work today to get home
yet on the other hand i had this urge to meet anyone
any friend to just give me a hug and sit in some place tog to just relax
these days am pretty much in love with those alfresco cafes to just sit there to people-watch, drink sth and just watch the world go by without a care in the world
it's kinda strange for me to desire that
since i'm impatient and bored easily
but i want that experience once in a while
to feel that feeling of, to put it in super singlish: just having nothing better to do
i have began to unstd truely of how the company one is with matters more than the place or activity one indulges in
sometimes doing nothing is simple bliss as long as u are with the right person

anw my day ended with me just binging on potato chips and chocs!
the sugar rush they provide just makes me a lot happier
:)
i tink i am selfish
sometimes i hate it that the world goes on revolving and evryone goes on their daily lives
despite my moods
hahs
a stupid thot la
oh wells

these days am engaging in people watchin during my precious lunch breaks
i see mothers with cute cute babies and office ladies with their super duper high heels
i wonder wat i will become in the future
a stylish working mum?
a haggard woman of the house?
a chic homemaker?
a ruthless career woman?
i gez daydreaming is my favourite pasttime

wishing upon a star at...|9:08 PM|

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