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Friday, August 29, 2008

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Luther Vandross » I'd Rather

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo... who holds my heart

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Thursday, August 28, 2008

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wan teng and i are so much in the same state
our self-losing to our emotions
make me feel so close to her
wanting to comfort her
yet i am unable to even cope with myself

we prayed tog just nw
wanting to draw strength from u, o lord
to lift up to u this situation in which we feel helpless
we know it is against ur will
for us to be this way
hence we trust in you in ur own time and ur own power
to lead us the way
and bring us back close tog again
i'm grateful for the fellowship we have
reminding me that i am never alone in my probs

be my pillar of strength
and take away all my distractions

sighz
feel really bad fer flaring up at suez today
but i cldnt control my emotions
maybe i just needed to vent all the pent up frustration
yet i have come to realise that there is nth much i can do
and hence shld just leave it as it is
hopefully it will come to a good resolution soon

wishing upon a star at...|1:13 AM|

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

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i thought by not seeing, i can stop feeling
i was wrong
when u finally see, the emotions hit u harder than before
by staying away is only temporarily numbing the feelings
i realised i am horrible at concealing my emotions
am betrayed by my very own emotions
i still feel for you

wishing upon a star at...|8:27 PM|

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Monday, August 25, 2008

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你看不见的地方
Elva
曲：陈文华词：刘伟恩/April

你温暖手心
曾以为还能握紧
这段爱
我们的飞翔
终于到了降落的地方

你走得那么匆忙
我来不及想
想你给我的希望
如何遗忘

爱那么漫长
而我不是你的方向
我还在试着遗忘
忘掉那曾爱你的时光

假装不悲伤
假装我可以很坚强
我没有那么懂事和善良
故意迷失你的方向
藏在心里
你看不见的地方

一个人唱歌
一个人学习快乐
爱还在
所以心痛着
整个晚上
我孤单醒着

你走得那么匆忙
我来不及想
想你给我的希望
如何遗忘

我一个人的路上
时间变好长
我沿着回忆的方向
记忆那美丽的时光
曾经你在我身旁

爱那么漫长
而我不是你的方向
我还在试着遗忘
忘掉那曾爱你的时光

假装不悲伤
假装我可以很坚强
我只留下原谅在你的身旁
把我的爱放逐远方
藏在心里
你看不见的地方

things have gotten so complicated
maybe stayin away for a while could do us all some good
shld also take this time to focus on studies and god
been neglecting HIM too much
i feel the distance alr
maybe this is his way of reminding me to come back to HIM
to depend on HIM for strength and not try to take it all upon myself

went to medical centre
cldnt take my coughin anymore
shun bian check my wound
had a tentanus jab and dressing for the wound
omg
infected and imflamed!
:(
the nurse was nice but still cldnt take her poking and tryin to remove the dead skin
super painful!! i was totally gritting my teeth
have to go back on wed for dressing agn
sighz
all my carelessness lead to so much probs

wishing upon a star at...|4:27 PM|

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

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i dunno how it turned out this way
maybe we all need time to heal
space and time is all i can give u now
but i really hope we can be close frens agn
sorry, care bear giver
the sudden abruptness of the distance btw us scares me

my bruises and cuts hurts
sighz mummy told daddy abt nite cycling
:(
i thot i cld keep it frm them for 2 yrs
sianz
he's nagging abt staying in hall agn
i shld learn to take care of myself

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

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当你离开的时候

蔡健雅

只能低着头发呆,

任回忆心头发呆,
渐渐变空白,

把它当做个意外,
当你心还想不开,

以为我明白,
其实你都还在

我想起了你给我的感动,
想起了我们至今的温柔,
我想起了我们第一次牵手,
我闭上眼,

想起当时你许下的承诺,
把你整颗心都交给我,
然而到后来我什么都没有,
当你离开的时候.

我可以装作已释怀
他对我也算关怀
他看不出来

我知道这样不应该,
在他身上找依赖,

算不算是种出卖,
因为你一直在.

我想起了你给我的感动,
想起了我们至今的温柔,
我想起了我们第一次牵手,
我闭上眼,

想起当时你许下的承诺,
把你整颗心都交给我,
然而到后来我什么都没有,
当你离开的时候.
(越是没有你就越心痛.)

isnt this song very beautiful?

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was watching gossip girl abt the upper east siders which are pretty much rich kids with their equally complicated lifestyles
super entertaining and a pleasure to watch with all the controversy and sudden dramatic changes in their lives
come to realise that despite how perfect it seems, there is bound to be some inperfectness
and hence one has to just to enjoy one's life despite its imperfectness and be content in what one has
be thankful

-stop thinking
and move on-

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Friday, August 15, 2008

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the irritating cough refuses to go away
but then again it's my fault
i never really took care of myself
:x
hahs
i realised tt i am one tt is super negligent of my eating habits and of healthy living
for one, i dun excercise
then i eat watever i wan and anytime i wan
regardless of whether i am sick or not
i skip meals as and when i feel like it
and eat too much at times
hahs
am super bad at taking care of myself

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Thursday, August 14, 2008

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i thot i was strong, a person who forgets and can move on easily
i guessed i overestimated myself
you will always be a part of me
even as i go about my daily life
i still occasionally get reminded of u by the people and things happening ard me
i miss u this much ----------------------------

And after all that's been said and done
You're just the part of me I can't let go

wishing upon a star at...|4:00 PM|

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Sunday, August 10, 2008

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将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里

你说我若一个人会比较自由

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离
一幕椎心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

i know tt letting u go is the right thing to do
bcox i dunwan it to burden or hurt u any longer
but i know u believed tt ending this is to prevent urself frm hurting me instead

i tink u have misinterpreted my last blog entry
u did not leave a scar in me
i was not referring to u
the scar was made by myself
bcox of my selfishness, i have hurt ppl ard us which is sth i nv meant to do

sometimes i wonder if things will have turned out differently if i had learnt to love and treasure u more
but i know i cannot turn back time
and the hurt is alr done and cannot be voided

bcox of my neglect of ur feelings, i have hurt u in so many ways i never knew
i am sorry for hurting u
but i thank you for everyth

but i know deep down
that i will do all everyth to protect the friendship
and make sure that everyth will be just the way it used to be

i will try not to cry anymore

U were all i ever wanted
to me,
u were the right person at the wrong time
to u,
i just wasn't the one u needed at this time

你是我错过的爱情

--and so letting u go is my way of loving u

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Friday, August 08, 2008

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this week has been very painful for me

i have this impulse to give up all that i have
and just be by myself
i am tired, i feel battered and bruised
like there is some scar in there tt wun heal no matter how hard i try
as much as time will heal all things
there will be certain things tt wun be the same agn
i do not know if what i did was right afterall
but def i know if i din do what i did
the consequences will be worse than it is now

innocence may be bliss afterall
the more i know abt the past
the more i hurt inside
the more guilty i feel
the more regrets i have
things can never the same agn
if all things will get better in time
how long is time?
how long do u need?
how long will it take for me to be me agn

am not used to losing my comfort zone
no longer being in the same class with ppl i know
faced with so many unfamiliar faces everyday
makes me dread sch alot
despite it being only being the 1st wk of sch
the immense pressure is alr mounting
now i dun even feel happy in hall anymore
i sometimes just feel like locking myself in my room
and keepin to myself
i feel alone and vulnerable

my health is deteoriating
first was a very very bad headache
bad cramps which i seldom have
now is a sorethroat and dry cough
which adds up to a super bad appetite
:(

i feel selfish at times
to want you there by my side
u tink that having others will be enuff
but do u know what i need?
what i need is u

wishing upon a star at...|2:39 PM|

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