SoLiLoQuy

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

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i do not like this feeling
of being lost
and alone
there seems to be no one who can bring me comfort
and i do not know what to do
and all i can do is cry

wishing upon a star at...|2:05 AM|

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Saturday, December 27, 2008

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i tink i wan to grow up to marry someone like my daddy
know how to invest
to save and to spend
:)

these days have been pretty fun
hahs maybe cox nth much to do except go out

lotsa 21st bdae parties coming up!
:)
sudd wan to have my own soon too!
hahas

being 3-in-1 is really hard
sighz
i wonder how come my family so weird de
i dun rmb really having family dinners tog unless it's one of our bdaes celeb dinner
which means we relli hardly have meals tog
we always eat separately
and having everyone in the house at the same time is also rare
cox it's either my sister or my brother not at home
sighz
i am really the representative of all 3 of us
hence the high expectations to be the perfect daughter
to acc my parents all the time
being the youngest is not all tt pleasant k
sometimes i feel like the only child

wishing upon a star at...|3:40 PM|

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Friday, December 12, 2008

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IF I WERE A BOY by beyonce
album: i am...sasha fierce

if i were a boy even just for a day
i'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what i wanted
and go drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
i'd kick it with who i wanted
and i'd never get confronted for it
'cause they stick up for me

if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed

if i were a boy
i would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that i was sleeping alone
i'd put myself first
and make the rules as i go
'cause i know that she'd be faithful
waiting for me to come home, to come home

if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed

it's a little too late for you to come back
say it's just a mistake
think i'd forgive you like that
if you thought i would wait for you
you thought wrong

but you're just a boy
you don't understand
and you don't understand, oh
how it feels to love a girl
someday you wish you were a better man
you don't listen to her
you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
'cause you're taking her for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
but you're just a boy

wishing upon a star at...|11:57 PM|

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