SoLiLoQuy

Sunday, May 31, 2009

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hilda is happy!
cox went with wei to fulfil our wish of having hair extensions
we have been talkin about it for months
but keep on delaying it cox of exams and atuff
hahas
finally i had an impulse
and we went all the way to far east plaza just to get them done
ahhas
we have 3 strands each
hers is all purple
mine is 3 colours! one strand of purple, red and brown
but they aren't obvious la
actually to make urself zi high and feel lian
ahhas
:P
cheap thrills!!
off to work tml again....
hahas
am grateful
for nana clique for making my day today at aston and dou hua tian
for muffin club for making me look forward to our saturdays tog
:)

wishing upon a star at...|10:42 PM|

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Saturday, May 23, 2009

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the past 2 weeks has been really hectic for me
having to get used to the waking up early at 7am everyday
and going out like 6 days a week, and also going to church on sunday
it's totally not much rest actually
i now fully understand why ppl dread working so much
it will become kinda mundane and routine everyday
can't imagine myself working for like 30 yrs down the road
sighz
esp with such a boring job

using the calculator and seeing so many numbers, sitting at my desk for like 8 plus hours a day, it really makes me want giddy with numbers at times
make me want to pull my hair out whenever i can't get the right figures and cannot balance
but now i really see what i learn come to life
i really feel happy that though i am working in a small firm
i feel that i am really gaining alot and learning alot
experiencing what an accountant really does
next few weeks will be starting on audit!
kinda excited
though i noe i am really blur like what my mentor say
and i tink i am really slow at my work
but i feel happy whenever i complete one company's accounts
:)
a sense of accomplishment

and i tink i am getting used to my colleagues and working env
they are really nice ppl
who will bring us ard for lunch
tink bugis area really got quite alot of food places

esp my mentor who is my audit manager
she is always willing to teach me stuff and let me ask stupid questions
i really tink i shld go read up on my tax and company law again
i forgot everyth le
everytime she quizzes me, i always dunno
tink she will one day give up on me :P
sianz
hahs

i am an auntie in the making!
cox they always bring me to buy cheap fruits and teach me auntie tricks!
:)
my fav mangoes and mangosteens!!
i can even make small talk very well with the fruit store uncle and an uncle customer buying fruits
hahas
love the ppl in the heartlands!

always happy whenever it comes to weekends
esp since muffin club will have sat outings!!
always wished wkends could last longer
the 5 day week seems never ending sometimes
luckily friday is dress down day! can wear jeans and be very casual
hahas
it's quite tiring to think of what to wear everyday
:P

hey hey, call me hilda the OL :)

wishing upon a star at...|1:11 AM|

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Monday, May 11, 2009

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keep getting irritated and angry more easily these days
more and more short-tempered
but really not happy wat
need to fa xie

:(

work today is stressful!!
tink i am overworked!
act tink it's cox i am working with a guy who is so zai!!
he finishes his work so quickly
while i am still trying to balance my accounts lo
and i finally finally balance my accounts after 2 yrs of accounting omg!
though dunno correct onot
but felt at least did some proper accounting work
but tml will be another long day
sighxxxx
still have to do compilation of accounts
still thot pa is just sai gang
looking on the bright side
at least i am learning!
hahas but very very stressed!!
i just wan to do my best!
jiayous hil!

i need to stop behaving this way and
stop judging people!
but i can't help it
my emotions get the better of me all the time
and i can't help but release my fury
why am i feeling so strongly abt it?
i can't unstd myself

i look at my milk milk and i feel immed unhappy
argh
all my initial happiness at my cute cute milk milk is gone!
boo hoo

sighx 1 hr more to bedtime
before my OL life starts again
guess working doesn't seem that fun after all
having to slp and wake up early just makes it alot worse
feel like life is sucha routine
waiting fer the bus, waiting for lunchtime, waiting to end work at 530, waiting to go home, wanting time to pass slowly btw after work and bedtime and the whole thing starts agn
can't wait for 10 weeks to be over

wishing upon a star at...|10:59 PM|

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Saturday, May 09, 2009

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so many things happened these few days
esp since i was away
makes me feel overwhelmed

i feel indignant and upset for u
but yet there is nth i can do or we can do for u
the feeling sux
i do dislike the way the entire episode was handled sigh
i wish we can turn back time for u
maybe there will be a happier ending
but for now, let's move on i guess

went to the dentist today!
my lower wisdom teeth are not growing at all
although my upper ones are out alr
abit worried cox it isn't normal
very happy
can avoid the dentist for half a yr more
super duper scared of going to see the dentist!!!!
my childhood fear i can never get over
argh scary

back from korea!!
missed spore lots!
guess am not used to trips longer than 4 days
not used to the food as well
my face hurts
all the dryness of the cold makes my face peel a lot!
but the good thing is
we bought lotsa food, cosmetics and stuff i like!
:P
hahas

on mon hafta start working for internship le!
so scary!
omg
like a big step into the working world
feels different when we were doing like part time admin
cox can fool around
but guess the work scope will be the same la
hopefully no need do too much sai gang
ahhas

wishing upon a star at...|10:40 AM|

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