SoLiLoQuy

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

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STRESSED!
suddenly feel that everyday got readings to read to prepare for the lessons the next day
although my timetable is supposed to be super slack
but year 3 really seems to be quite stressful still
with the looming projects
and the pressure to participate actively in class
which i apparently din feel so badly in yr 1 n 2 classes
maybe now the teachers are more strict abt the voicing out opinions policy
the thing is i can't even keep myself awake in classes
much less contribute!
hahahas
okies so far i only spoke out in my fav class, 205! risk!
hahas no idea why i like tt
but it reminds me of OB classes
very open-ended
plus our tcher seems so fatherly!

wana join so many stuff
yet i feel overwhelmed by schoolwork alr
the gip prelude apparently clashes with the big 4 joint recruitment interviews period!
sigh
then tink cannot apply for it le
i sometimes tink i missed out too many opps in my first 2 yrs of uni
regrets....

wishing upon a star at...|2:52 PM|

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Monday, August 24, 2009

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soooo tired today!
keep falling asleep in classes
hate monday!
it's my longest day from 8.30am to 4.30pm!
:(
plus i always get insomnia on the night before
bah!
real glad it's over for this week

wishing upon a star at...|6:22 PM|

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

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been watching hot shot recently to pass time
this song is very nice

林凡不要对我再说爱

太多爱不明不白
我还在分手的那一天原地徘徊
太多事不明不白
不明白怎么笑着走出来

不要对我再说爱
你回来可是过去再也回不来
不要对我再说爱
我还在秋千上摇摆

太多人不明不白
我不想重新开始后
还想着原来
太多人不必等待
我不能给你确定的未来

不要对我再说爱
你回来可是过去回不来
不要对我再说爱
我还在秋千上来回摇摆

不要对我再说爱
我坦白一直忘不了原来
不要对我再说爱
我害怕我们再受到伤害

不要对我再说爱
你回来可是过去回不来
不要对我再说爱
就让我一个人静静摇摆

一段爱从不明白到明白
我的眼泪才慢慢流出来

can't understand someone's behaviour
perplexed as to why the person buah paiseh buah paiseh
then again, it's none of my business
shall not comment
some things are better left unsaid

today had a long discussion in cep about speaking in tongues
such a controversial topic!
in the end i still have many questions left unanswered
although i asked my teacher alot of qns
hahas but pretty interesting to hear the views of others
i wish all my lessons are all so open-ended
to learn about worldy issues liddat

emotions going up and down like a roller-coaster ride
need to maintain a state of calmness
shall learn to have better control of myself
to occupy my own time and make my life more fulfilling
without relying on others
i need to be more independent!!!

i regret accidentally leaving the hello kitty ring behind in macs
it's really cute!
i miss it alr
hahas

i have a shopping list!
- formal heels
- dress for dnd!
- clothes for sch!
- footwear for sch! preferably strappy platforms, look like those kind going vacation like that
- i wan get eyeshadow palette
- and the shimmery lipstick that my sis has!
- belts!
- fix lappie!
to be continued!

wishing upon a star at...|2:58 PM|

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

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trying to make my life very busy
filling it with stuff everyday
so that i wun feel alone
to rid myself of the deep-seated emptiness within me

i hope that things will be alright with ur soon
that the situation ard ur wun affect the friendship that ur have

i am glad for the little things that people do
sometimes i need to open my eyes a little larger
and be content and appreciate the people ard me more
otherwise i wun know what i've been missing out on
it's always nice to know that in the end
when you need a fren
or a listening ear
there will be someone willing to listen and share a shoulder to lean on

i dunno how to express what i feel
sometimes i feel bad
for making a fuss of everything
yet if i dun let it all out
i feel terrible inside
like something is gonna break within me
maybe i need to give u more space
but then again sometimes i really feel u dun need me at all
i feel more like a burden

wishing upon a star at...|12:39 PM|

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Thursday, August 13, 2009

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dear gal
i know you hold on to hope
you love him deeply
and want to cherish the memories you had with him
but be brave gal
sometimes you need to take the step
to walk away from him
to keep your heart from breaking again
maybe he just isn't the one for you
he is not worth your tears anymore

love is such a fragile thing

keep falling asleep during tcm lecture today
feel so tired

sometimes i wish you could hold me in your arms a little longer
sometimes i wish you could be with me forever

sometimes i wish time will stand still
my mind keeps going back to the past recently
memories keep whirling around my head

wishing upon a star at...|8:31 PM|

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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

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what if one day i got tired of chasing and catching up with you?
will you slow down and wait for me?

feeling empty inside
for various reasons
maybe i am just not too used to the many changes around me
all of a sudden
people have come and gone
the places have changed
the relationships have blossomed and wilted

my life in ntu has almost gone a full circle
and in the end
i do not know where it has brought me to

too many ups and downs
i do not know what my heart can take anymore

i am tired
and sometimes i feel weak
maybe it's cox i am sick
sighz help me to think lesser
to stop wondering
to stop pondering

wishing upon a star at...|11:16 PM|

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Tuesday, August 04, 2009

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i am officially homebound till wednesday
sighz
been at home for almost 1 week le
just sleeping and behaving like a walking corpse

wed: extracted teeth
thurs: the day i became square faced (mummy calls me spongebob squarepants,
sighz i wonder how she finds it so funny esp since it's at her daughter's expense,
and even more interestingly, she even know got this cartoon character OMG!
fri: still swollen faced
sat: when i thot i was gonna recover, i had stomachache the whole day
and almost ended up going A&E
the day i took the most gastric medicine
luckily i begged my parents not to bring me there
sun: high fever
mon: removed stitches but still fever

i am pretty weak i suppose
hate being sick

wishing upon a star at...|11:33 AM|

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